ennui

a feeling of listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement.
ORIGIN mid 18th cent.: French, from Latin mihi in odio est ‘it is hateful to me.’ Compare with annoy .

Thesaurus
ennui
noun
an ennui bred of long familiarity boredom, tedium, listlessness, lethargy, lassitude, languor, weariness, enervation; malaise, dissatisfaction, melancholy, depression, world-weariness, Weltschmerz.

arbor day i need to get back to volunteering

mtv motion graphics someones reel

sweet jap drip grx

alb squeezeback lower 3rd treatment

squeezeback

goals

heart this illustration

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lorem ipsum

"Neither is there anyone who loves grief itself since it is grief and thus wants to obtain it"

The text is derived from Cicero's De finibus bonorum et malorum (On the Ends of Goods and Evils, or alternatively [About] The Purposes of Good and Evil ).^[1] The original passage began: Neque porro quisquam est qui dolorem ipsum quia dolor sit amet, consectetur, adipisci velit (Translation: "Neither is there anyone who loves grief itself since it is grief and thus wants to obtain it"). It is not known exactly when the text acquired its current standard form; it may have been as late as the 1960s. The passage was discovered by Richard McClintock, a Latin scholar who is the publications director at Hampden-Sydney College in Virginia, by searching for citings of the rarely used word 'consectetur' in classical literature.

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the wall

this describes my experience over the past 19 years--building and destroying the wall around my heart. its been interesting. and thanks to a few along the way- a flower here and there has sprung thus the desire to analyze the stones ive placed and look through the little holes. sono degno di amore

rapporti

mio

words to describe-the archer

restless at times- travels far and near-wandering and learning-
- exciting new adventures.-fun and free-philosophical issues-pleasure and playfulness-search for truth - speak without thinking -listens to your needs and opinions, and tells you how they really feel.-loves creativity music art-the inward journey and outward exploration of various forms

austere

adj
severe or strict in manner, attitude, or appearance


___are meticulous and reliable but can also be overcritical and austere

hell -jan 24th

hell Current mood: drained proximity w/o intimacy intimacy w/o emotion intimacy w.o love love w.o desire ive been out-leched once again non la ragione ciò ho scritto era per un rompere di cuore e la grande rivelazione che voglio essere vicina w. quelli che desidera la prossimità w me. desiderare c'era una parola descrivere 'più di - mi preoccupo di u ma abbastanza l'amore' desiderando anche che quell'ur l'amico migliore potrebbe essere l'un u la passione di azione w/ l'erg. perché è questa cosa di amore così impigliato e duro.. queste immagini descrivere i miei sentimenti --(the reason i wrote that was for one breaking of heart and large revelation that i want to be close w. those that desire closeness w me. wishing there was a word to describe 'more than - i care about u but not quite love' also wishing that ur best friend could be the one u share passion w/ erg.. why is this love thing so entangled and hard.. these images describe my feelings) lecher libertine, womanizer, debauchee, rake, roué, profligate, wanton; Don Juan, Casanova, Lothario, Romeo; informal lech, dirty old man, (old) goat, wolf, skirt-chaser; archaic fornicator.

primo di molti

so let the randomness begin...
this is a process journal .i speak best w image and quotes
At length the road emerges from its groove on to the hill-top, and once more it is level and bounded by narrow woods of spruce, whence comes the startling challenge -edward thomas

Dunque questo sarà soprattutto un diario di processo per tutti i pensieri a caso e le immagini si FARÀ b annoiando per nessuno ed è altro soltanto qui perché questo è l'età tecnica e la piattaforma è una maniera facile per me all'archivio/diario il mio hmm di pensieri lascia la speranza giusta non ritorna mai perseguitarme.. fa come la
maggior parte delle cose